Congrats to the Happy Couple! (GAG!)

Can not believe I am putting a picture of this ugly fat head on my Blog but, just have to vent and say Congrats they deserve each other!!!! So the past few days I have struggled with not letting that angry "man hater" inside of me creep back into my life because I really hate that side of me and feel I have worked to dang hard to get rid of it. But, I have to say men are definitely proving to make that a hard task. So let me begin with yes I found out that Paul got remarried I actually laughed and thought it was funny because a month ago he told me he would never get remarried again? Gee I know that telling the truth is an impossible task for him? But, then later that day a guy I work with was a total jerk to me and maybe I took what he did and said too hard because I was already irritated so I left work and went to visit my Grandma at the hospital. Unfortunately Paul and Eryn live right next door to the Hospital so then I happen to see that in their driveway is a Nice Grand Jeep Cherokee. That did it I was livid, I could not help but think that stupid car payment should be coming as child support or at least helping me to pay the daycare that I struggle to be able to pay? So I was on the verge of letting that Angry Man Hater girl out and thought I really just need to talk to a guy that is not a jerk to prove to me that not all men are jerks. So I send a text to a friend of mine (don't assume which friend for those of you who know!!) Anyways I get a RUDE response that tells me that I need to get over my ex!!! Poof there goes that idea of proving not all men are assholes? So I did a lot of thinking and trying to figure out why the realization of Paul being re-married was bothering me so much because I know for a FACT I am so far over him!!! Then it hit me of why I was so mad, My children now have a STEP MOTHER!!!! I can not even say the word without starting to cry, augh. Not only do they have a step "thing" but, she is currently 22 years old (yes that means she was 19 when she got pregnant) and she is a slutty Bar Tramp who does not deserve to have the blessing of my children as part of her life!!!! Paul, made a choice years ago that he did not want to be a family man and play the happy little married couple and family and I don't think he deserves another chance at it? WOW dejavu' from my past? Could I please stop mirroring my mother!!! Love you mom but, do not want to mirror your life. I'm so tired of having to fight off being that angry man hater because goodness knows my past has defiantly given me the right to be one. And so far my present life is giving me reason as well? So trying to stay positive and not break out the Angry Girl Music!!!! Trust me I know there is no such thing as Prince Charming or the perfect Man but, I would just be happy with a decent nice one please?

Dancing Queen!

As promised here is one of the video's of Laken dancing at TJ and Bailey's wedding. Sorry it is not a great film job I was laughing too hard to hold the camera still. But, you can hear everyone in the background giggling as well. Laken and Grayden cracked us all up. Keep in mind this video was taken after I had to pull Laken aside and threaten her life that if she lifted her dress during dancing one more time she would go home because nice girls do not dance like that. AUGH where on earth does she learn how to dance and give those freaking looks? Lord knows it is not from her Mother!!!!!

Little Ones Song.....

So most of you know I do not listen to much hip hop? I am defiantly a country girl for sure. I also am not a dancer so how on earth I ended up with a 3 year old who dances way crazy and can shake her little butt better then most people even on MTV scares me to death. Not sure where she is getting all these moves and songs from???? But, last night while I was standing in the kitchen all of a sudden Laken starts to shake her little "thang" and begins singing "Don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me..." Oh if you could have only seen Grandma's eye's bulge out of her head on that one it was hilarious!!!!! Seriously the construction of the padded cell to lock this little diva up in away from boys is going to have to start quickly!!!!

You know you are Old When....

You know you are Old when you go away for a weekend to hang out with your best friend and you no longer take pictures of you and your friends doing wild and crazy things together instead you simply take pictures of your kids together???? WOW how fast things change. The kids and I went up to Rock Springs, WY so far that was our huge outing for the summer Wahoo are we exciting or what? It was so much fun to be able to go spend time with my Best Friend Lindsay Lou and her sweet little family. First, I just have to say Linz' Lou (as I call her) blows my mind she had 4 brain surgeries during the month of May - June and this weekend you would never know any different. She is AMAZING and my hero!!!! We spent the weekend working and hanging out at her little brother TJ's wedding. Which was beautiful and so yummy of course because Lindsay & Sister Liz & Mom Debbie did all the flowers and food so of course it was incredible. Those women amaze me they have more talent in their little finger than I have in my entire body! I got a little bummed out at the wedding and then that just made me mad that I allowed myself to feel sad because I was solo. Especially because I felt like I was finally in a place that I was so happy just being ME and I was perfectly okay being alone? Apparently I was not and that bugs me. Laken also had a bit of an emotional break down she loves Mark (Lindsay's Hubby) and he is way good to her and spoils her rotten, Laken got very jealous when he set her down and went to go dance with his daughter Gracie she broke down and in my trying to calm her down I said "Honey Mark is Gracie's daddy and she wants to dance with her Daddy." OOPS, wrong thing to say that opened up the whole can of worms "why don't I have a daddy that wants to dance with me?" UGH! And once again I have to stand up for Jerk Face and make him look good as to not bad mouth the A**. So I'm done going to weddings unless it is my own someday? So if any of you are planning on getting married anytime soon you better be setting me up fast. HA HA HA just kidding. I will be posting a clip of a video soon from the wedding though Laken stole the show and got up on stage and danced her little heart out for about an hour and a half she had everyone laughing. And her mother bright red crawling under the table because I do not know where she got some of her dance moves but, the girl on some of them needed a pole she scares me between the jealousy fit about Mark and her dance moves heaven help me when she turns 16 I will have to lock her up and keep her away from boys for sure!!!!

You know you are Old When...

Wheelchair!

Yesterday was an extremely bad day and today I was staying positive and saying I was going to think happy thoughts and it would be a good day. So I just have to share my lunch break because I am still dying laughing about it. I went for a walk over at the Gateway Mall and the heel to my shoe got caught on something so I walked out of my shoe. I quickly stopped and turned to grab my shoe unfortunately there was a guy in one of those motorized scooter/wheelchair things he must have been following really closely and was going at top speed because I got nailed by a guy in a wheelchair. Yes, splat on the ground run over by a freaking wheelchair in front of about 50 people. Now I know my nickname has been Murphy for along time. But, I have to admit this is by far probably one of the funniest Murphy moments I have had. How many people can say they have been run over by a wheelchair and have tire marks up their legs to prove it. I'm just mad nobody caught it on video at least I could have sent it in and made some money off of the deal? Oh well. Enjoy my dumb luck and have a great laugh knowing you know someone that got run over by a wheelchair!!!!!

Sunday Family Fun!

Yesterday was a good day. We had our monthly Family BBQ this time it was up at my brother Derren's house in Jeremy Ranch. The weather was perfect and the kids all got along great. We had yummy food, and hung out and played and of course with my family a good day does not happen unless there has been some games and some major competition to be had.

Cowgirls

Last night some of my girls and I went to the Josh Gracin, Collin Raye, & Joe Nicohls concert. We had alot of fun together and the concert was great. But, I think the best part of the entire night was the fact that my best friend worked really hard on trying to surprise me and show me that she was okay with my friendship with a new "friend." So after the concert we headed over to Applebee's and my "friend" showed up to surprise me. Even though he was trying to convince me that he would not be able to come. PUNK! ha ha ha I just have to say hanging out with my friends and my girls was great. But, knowing that things were finally truly okay with one of my best friends was the best part.